Friday, December 25, 2015

Isaiah ||

YAYAY time to write about a huge blessing in my life that makes me oh, so happy! :D

(If you don't like mushy posts, then you might want to stop reading now.) (That's a joke, keep reading anyways)


Look at this handsome fella! 


God works in the neatest ways, and one of those neat ways was that He brought this wonderful man into my life at just the right time. It's a sort of.. complicated story that I'm not going to share on here. (Feel free to ask me in person though) But my relationship life was something that I wasn't fully surrendering to God. For quite sometime I was holding onto what I wanted. Regardless of anything else. 
Literally RIGHT before I met this wonderful man pictured above, I finally had a long talk with God. Frustrated and eyes filled with tears I said "I don't want to feel like this anymore." and I surrendered that part of my life to Him. Then only a couple weeks later was when I met Isaiah and everything just kinda.. fell into place. 

OKAY SO NOW I'M GONNA TELL YOU ABOUT HOW WONDERFUL HE IS.

One of the things I really admire is that he's CHIVALROUS. Nothin' more attractive than a gentleman! But he is just very kindhearted in general and always does a good job looking out for me and taking care of me.  

He has great parents that raised a great Godly young man. I love how easy it is to feel at home with his family even from the very beginning. Props to Mr. and Mrs. Robinson for raising a gentleman that loves Jesus. It really doesn't get any better than that. 

Another trait I really admire is that Isaiah is a lot like my dad.  I've always been a daddy's girl.  My dad has showed me two very important things. Through his marriage and through how he treats me and my sister, he's taught us just how a lady should be treated. Through his life, he's showed us how a man of God should act. So finding someone a lot like him makes me super happy. 

ALSO he's hilarious and is always making me and everyone around him laugh constantly which is also a very good trait to have. I'm pretty much always laughing or smiling when he's around (Or glaring at him 'cause he's a punk sometimes.. But even then I'm glaring through my smile) 

Okay want to see cute pictures?? Even if you don't... Too bad. Take a look! 








Another one of my favorite things about him\us is simply just always having a bud (Is calling him bud friend zoning my boyfriend..?) around to just hangout and have fun with. Even just going to Mcdonalds is fun with him. Which is really good considering it's his favorite place and we seem to end up there a lot.. :P

We don't even have to do anything expensive or special, just hanging out and having random adventures makes me happy. 

I like that it's never weird or awkward around him. We can just be weird together and make each other laugh. I think that's one of the most important things to have in a relationship. Someone you can just be silly with. We're good at that:







See. He's a weirdo. ^^ But he makes me smile. :)



With him I've noticed that I'm more aware of "moments" They mean more to me than before. Really, really simple moments like just driving around while listening to music together, or walking and holding hands, sitting outside on the porch at night just talking. 
Even just lame things (Like going to Mcdonalds) are randomly really special to me with him. Not that the places are always anything exciting but just because he's special to me and his company just makes my heart happy. 


I'd be happy just to have him as a friend but EVEN BETTER I GET TO HAVE HIM AS MY BOYFRIEND AND HOLD HIS HAND AND HUG AND KISS HIM AND STUFF SO THAT'S EVEN BETTER YAY.



"The best portion of your life will be the small, nameless moments you spend smiling with someone who matters to you."

I LIKE THAT QUOTE AND I REALLY LIKE YOU. THANKS FOR BEING AWESOME. 







Monday, December 14, 2015

Another Poem || Scars

|| Sometimes the cuts once scraped upon the heart
Still haunt and torment you in the dark

You might wish for a hit to your flesh knowing that it will fade 
Because the wounds to your soul often remain for long after they were made

Our hearts will hurt and our hearts will bleed- but those scars are crying something lovely

They're saying "Look! I've made it this far!"  
All taking part in the story of who you are

They're proof that even though you were hurt, you still moved along
The tears once streaming down your face, built you up and made you strong

There's no reason to hide your scars, you're only to wear them proud. 
Tell your stories! Tell them loud.

Maybe you aren't who you were before your heart was hurt
You're like a beautiful flower, once growing up through dirt

So embrace the pain and let the wounds sting
for you never know the strength and beauty that this cut could bring. ||